[psyhora]

wish you were here. wish you were here immediately without any beforehand call. just call on me. don't bring any stupid presents. just come. you are everything what i need now. trust me, i won't fall in love with you. i won't ask anything of you. i want just see you, feel you, talk to you... wish you were here...

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[Elberet_Giltoniel]

Aha, you won't fall in love 'cause you've already fallen)))

You write it so beautifully... I wish you were happy))) And hope it's quite possible))) If I didn't feel so uneasy about it, I would try to ask you more. But I'm afraid to be a nuisance. However, the depth and beauty of your world keeps me under impression. Thank you 4 the things I got yesterday, but I feel as if I'm not worthy of some of them, a selfish little thing)))

[psyhora]

Elberet_Giltoniel, you know i promised not to fall in love with him, i promised him that. so i won't. it doesn't matter what i feel, i won't abuse him, i will say and do nothing while other girls go around him flirting. it's not worth. he is not my thing. he didn't promise me anything,so he can do what he wants. of course it hurts me, but what shall i do? the only way out is to try to make him love me. not make, but ... i don't know how to say that. if it doesn't work, i hope i will have a good friend in any case.

i haven't understood your phrase about things - what a rubbish you are talking about? "I'm not worthy of some of them" - what it is all about?

[Elberet_Giltoniel]

I mean, a special man. I'm greatly touched and flattered, but not sure I'm as good as that. Why, doesn't matter. THANK YOU!



As for the man... It sounds noble and beautiful. I'm not sure whether I would be able to bear it - as usual, trying to think of myself in the situation. Perhaps...

But it's really great and really beautiful and I believe he will appreciate it in some way or another. At least, you'll be something different for him. But you are happy in the respect that you have someone whom you love. BTW, it's quite love, I'm not mistaken, am I? And you have a chance to be near him in some way or other. That's not so bad...

[psyhora]

Elberet_Giltoniel, "But you are happy in the respect that you have someone whom you love." - yes, that's quite right, but i can't live without seeing him more than 11 days. you'd better not see me in that period. and one more remark not love, but in love.

"BTW, it's quite love, I'm not mistaken, am I?" - yes, you are - it's not love. i know that for 100 percent.

i wonder why i am not jealous, when he tells me some stories, not very pleasant ones. but i don't care, i just laugth with him. the passion for The Twins. you know, i am going to belive in astronomy and horoscopes (they with Pronin have really much in common). funny. very funny.

[Elberet_Giltoniel]

Oh my God, how in the world it's possible to be in love with Pronin!

[Elberet_Giltoniel]

Yes, quite funny))) & rather nice

[psyhora]

Elberet_Giltoniel, let's forget about beeing in love with Pronin. there was hardly anyhing between us. so there is nohing to talk about. but i want to meet him - not on purpose, but by chance. in the metro, in the train or may be at the concert... Do you have any fresh information about the career of "Fireblade" and our geniune guitarist?

[Elberet_Giltoniel]

Nothing fresh

[psyhora]

Elberet_Giltoniel, that's a pity, really. it's strange, but i wish he were ok and had success in everything.

[Elberet_Giltoniel]

Something fresh... as if especially 4 u. Working where he did - in a sort of a club or something with music, writing songs (music & words) and selling them, playing billiard))) I seem to remember no more. Would like to listen to his songs. I wonder... )))

[psyhora]

Elberet_Giltoniel, of course i will ) in fact i think they may be not too bad, but his "prose" (do you remember that newspaper?) was awfull. when I will have CD with their music?